When the Zen Gypsy Van
first began to take shape in my mind. I would often awake in the night to write
and draw and wonder about what it would be like to travel in a vehicle that was
in essence an energy self-sufficient home.
After several cross
country moves, I had been naturally paring down my possessions as a practical
matter. But it wasn't easy, for like most of us I love beautiful, and especially artful +
meaningful, things. Letting go of objects that I loved, even though it was just
"stuff," often required a significant grieving process. There is
still a certain set of bookcases that I still long for and a collection of
children's books that I gave up on a prior move that I would give anything to
have now so that I could share them with my grandchildren. But, c'est la vie .
. .
Things, after all, are
often tied to our memories of people and places. Even if they no longer serve us,
they are still part of our story. Letting go of them sometimes created true
closure for me, sometimes terrible angst. But as
I examined each object in my life and thought about what kind of energy it carried,
often it became an easy decision to either give it away or, if it seemed particularly
toxic, to trash it.
As time went on, I found
that the less I had, the freer I felt. Having too much around me, even books, which
as a writer and publisher were my primary addiction, felt like a weight being
placed upon my entire spirit. I had been following the 'Little House' movement
for awhile and the idea of a dwelling that brought the elements of living down
to essentials, began to really appeal to me.
What put me over the edge
was . . . Pinterest. Once I started seeing visuals of what other people were
doing with their Little Houses, my imagination went into freefall. I knew I
had to create something that would fulfill my desire to manifest a simpler,
more meaningful life, something that might inspire other people, too.
I considered living on a
boat. I know people who do this and I greatly admire their lives. I love the
idea that every inch of space is crafted for maximum efficiency as well as
beauty. (I still think about this, but I wasn't quite ready to make that leap.)
I was set to move back to California and as I contemplated shipping my
household once again (no pun intended), and began the process of sorting and
boxing everything, I had a satori, an instant illumination.
Why not?
I thought. I knew I would be driving cross country. Why not create my own
micro-version of a Little House on wheels? And then, why not camp and find beautiful waterfalls and hot springs to visit? I'd never really explored the Rockies before . . . And so, the idea of the Zen Gypsy
Van was born.
Two months later, I was saying goodbye to dear friends in North
Carolina and I was geared up and on the road!
Karen Mireau & Mary Ann Welsch
Valerie Kessinger & Karen Mireau & Pamela Partis
Photos by Mary Ann Welsch
I know each day brings revelations, realizations. Hurrah for hots springs ahead and a very new beginning. Let us know how it goes, how you go, please. Love you. xo
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ReplyDeleteLove you so much . . . thank you for these beautiful thoughts . . . xoxoxo K
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